i just want to say thanks to all my friends for being there for me, even though sometimes they make the problems worse, they are always there for me. cant trust them as far as trust goes because it seems that when i do they go behind my back and tell everyone...oh well...keep things to myself i guess...but the thing is they can always trust me.

so much has happened in my life...they say things come in 3's but with me it does not end. it seems that when one bad thing happens more happens. my whole world comes crashing down because of it. i have my own way with coping with things, just like everyone else, but for most people they talk about but with me i dont. i hate people, and i cant trust anyone. ppl tell me i can trust them then i do and it turns out that i cant, then i get into trouble because they run and tell the whole freakin world... if i wanted the whole world to know i would tell them myself... this is my life and my responsibility to take care of myself...i pretty much have been my whole life whatever.... i just wanna be left alone.!!!!!!

i rele hate how you tell someone something, for that person and only that person to know, and the minute you tell them they go and share it with everyone else in the damn world...... is anyone trust worthy anymore, sometimes i cant even trust my self and it is overwelming to have to go through the shit that i am going through by myself....